Ray Lewis’s ties to Atlanta murders now a footnote, but one victim’s family struggles to cope

By Kent Babb,January 24, 2013
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“I got two families hating me for something I didn’t have a hand in, and the people who killed their children are free,” Lewis was quoted by Sports Illustrated as saying in 2006.

Priscilla says she hasn’t developed a strong opinion on Lewis, other than that she wishes some of that money had come their way. Joyce Lollar, now 76, had a stroke last year; Priscilla, who doesn’t work, says some of Lewis’s money — his base salary this season alone is nearly $5 million — could’ve helped pay some of Joyce’s medical bills. Faye moved last year from Tennessee back to Akron, because the family can’t afford a full-time caretaker.

“Money don’t bring him back,” Priscilla says, “but money can make things easier.”

The family is divided on how they’ll spend Super Bowl Sunday. Faye says she won’t watch, because seeing Lewis would ruin the experience. Priscilla says she might watch but won’t root for Lewis’s team.

Priscilla says she has never met her granddaughter, who’s now 12. Maybe, she says, when the child grows older.

Time has a way of changing all things.

A visit long in coming

Priscilla walks through the line of gravestones, her eyes scanning the names. To the edges, to the center, back to the edges. She finds her way to an incline, a row of markers hidden under a thin layer of snow.

A breeze blows through the naked tree limbs, and the sound of faraway cars fills the air. Then, a voice.

“Here he is right here,” Priscilla says with a smile.

She stands there for a long time, saying nothing. She uses the toe of her shoe to push snow from Richard’s marker, adorned with a pair of clasped hands and a cross. Her shoe traces the marker’s perimeter, again and again, and Priscilla chuckles at her discovery. This is a reunion, but more than that it is proof that life’s most complicated things are love and death, and how we deal with them.

Priscilla’s gloves disappear into her pockets, but her eyes don’t leave the marker. As the silent minutes pass, the smile fades. Her lip quivers, and her eyebrows furrow.

“I love you,” she says, barely louder than a whisper. “I love you.”

She wipes a tear from her cheek, and it won’t be the last. She repeats the words. After more than a dozen years of sidestepping emotion, here she stands, experiencing so many.

“I love you,” she says again, her voice growing louder.

She pauses again and stands in the quiet. Then her eyes look up, and she takes a step forward.

“We’ve got to go,” she says.

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